blood is trinkling out of my soul...

My eyes are swollen, my heart is bleeding, im crying so fucking hard i cant even see anything. I came upon one of my roomates blogs accidently. And i read one where she completely had a total and hurtful bitch session about me. Im so hurt, i just want to cut or bite right now. GOD DAMN IT! be strong dont do it. Im panicking and and cant breathe. I feel like i have been truly stabbed in the heart. Dont be weak. So do i confront her about her personal feelings on her personal blog. I cant it is her fuckin right to write whatever she feels. And of course self pitty but i cant blame her. Here i go again. I hate myself sometimes, I love myself. Be strong....