Thursday, February 15, 2007

water dripping on my tied up hands....

Listen to your self you sound so selfish, you dont deserve his attention his love and devotion. Why do you put him down when you are six feet below, dont drag, let loose and set him free. Free, free from you and all your shit. Wish you were different, wish he was different. Want to hear that you are beautiful for no apparent reason. Want to feel that he considers himself to be lucky. Know that you are truly special to him and that he would not trade you in for anyone. Want him to be able to yell that he loves you in a crowded room, or in solitary confinement. Maybe you are not the one for him and he is just wasting his time and well yours. Dont rush his feelings, if they are there, then they will come. If they dont come walk away knowing that you loved completely and not only with your heart but with your soul.

I need to d o some thinking about myself and what i deserve.

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