Well,
I am stressed out as usual. I hate being an anxious person. It truly affects my life. Always being afraid to leave my house or go out of town. I sometimes just dont know why my boyfriend is even with me, Yeah i know pitty me, but seriously. I feel like im out of it most of the time and i sleep way too much. I have been working out for almost 3 weeks now and im so discouraged about my body every getting back to what it used to be like. It is true when they say you dont realize you have it unitl it is gone. Also i hate how people are like why are you freakin out, anxious, or depressed. It is like I know that I am an anxious and sometimes depressed person i dont need to be told that everyday of my life. Ahhhh. I know that my friends dont mean any harm, but still sometimes i wish they would think from my point of view. How am i supposed to grow and progress if im constantly reminded of how i have issues. Anyways, i guess this is just a venting session. I am even more stressed out than usual, which is prolly due to school, relay, me, me , me. Yeah alot about me, right. I hate biochem, my class for school. It is so boring, no one wants to be there and no one pays attention. I have a test coming up next week so i will prolly be freakin out this time next week as well. My sister is about to pop. She is not doing so well at the end of her pregancy, she is scared, and for her to tell me she is scared makes me scared. I am going to start working with a family with an autistic child. Im so excited about it. I think it is going to be so much fun and overall an amazing experience. Well that is all for now. Vent session over.